Staring at the institutional blue walls in the emergency
room, I wondered why they're so drab and lifeless. Suddenly the room was full of people wearing
colorful tops and warm concerned faces. They seemed practiced at not looking alarmed,
but their actions weren’t casual, especially their eyes that wandered with regularity
to the monitor above my exposed left shoulder. The voice of a nurse comforted me as she asked questions, "It’s going to be okay Gia, do you have any drugs on board,
cocaine, marijuana?" "No, " I answered. "How about alcohol?" I replied, "yah, vodka and wine," as the nurse standing to
my right drew blood from my arm. Fortunately my roommate was home last Sunday night, and while she was in bed fighting a horrible cold, she still drove me to the hospital.
Girl Afraid is a blog about living my life openly as a transgender woman. I hope to discover more about who I am by writing and sharing my story. The thoughts and opinions are my own, experienced from a unique point of view. All I'm offering is my version of the truth, nothing more. Thanks for reading. ♥Gia
Sunday, February 23, 2014
Saturday, February 8, 2014
The Thing with Feathers
After an exhausting, yet exhilarating two weeks of traveling
and attending conferences, I was headed home. My Southwest 737-700 series Boeing airplane landed in
Portland Maine just before midnight, but not before circling out over the dark
and deep North Atlantic on a cold, but not frigid winter’s night. Now that I’m
working in Portland, the 32 mile drive has become routine, and I tend to drive
quickly down the turnpike, often sharing the highway with a handful late night
drivers and the occasional truck hauling wood products to a their awaiting warm
southern destination. Flipping
between John Tesh’s radio show, Intelligence for Your Life, and First Wave satellite
radio, I realize I was tired, and raced home.
Exit 32 arrives and I step on the gas of my white 4-cylinder
Elantra, trying to catch the fleeting green light and pass through the
intersection to the route 1 connector and the back roads to my house. I don’t
see another car the rest of my drive.
With a half mile to go, I turn right onto my tree lined road, and pass
the darken
homes that are scattered acres apart, separated by woods and small
fields. No picket fences here. After
leaving the highway, I drive a little more causally, aware that critters, like
deer and the occasion moose, may suddenly appear in the road in front of me. Before reaching the driveway, my salt
covered headlights catch the slinky crawl of a small animal crossing the
road. It’s safely in the
other lane and just about to disappear into the forest, but I notice a
brilliant flash of white. I smiled to myself, knowing that the skunk and I
avoided a life altering collision.
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